Goodbye

More or less. Those that showed interest plus those that I wanted to know, know where to find me. It's not really all that hard either.
Admittedly, still feel pretty pissed about the whole situation, and to be quite honest, while I am thankful for the immense amount of understanding I got, I almost wished someone would've talked shit so I could get some more rage off my chest. I'm usually not one to pick fights though, I was just in a really angry, bitchy mood and felt like letting someone feel that. xD (I wasn't pissed enough though to accept the offer of one of my besties to rage on her instead.. :'D)

Either way, I feel sooo comfortable and kinda...save? Dunno how to put any other way. - on my new account. Doesn't make my problems go away, but I'm actually happy to be on dA again, although I will still try to go online less often and do more rl stuff (even if I end up drawing all day xD).

Thanks again to all those who supported me (not just lately in my time of need, but during my time on here), who shared my emergency commission journal, who listened, and those who just tried to support me one way or another. I still don't know how to pay everything in rl, but on my new account, I decided not to stress about it for now. 

Just to make that clear: I'm NOT leaving this account because of my disappointment with how things went. I've been thinking about it more than once for a long time now. The last days were just the...maybe I could call it 'trigger', the last straw that it took to finally make me go through with it. Which is a good thing in that case I guess. xD

I will come online in a few days again to retrieve my earnings, but I won't reply to comments or notes anymore. Or read them for that matter. So if you want anything, message me on my new account.